i always needed time on my own.

it’s been a long long day.

i’d stomachache for the whole day, plus a very terrible headache. and i don’t know why i’d got nausea later on. it’s like suddenly i was feeling so uncomfortable. that’s the reason why i gave up sitting in class not concentrating at all but left the class about one hour earlier to go back home and rest.

okay, maybe i should write some happy things to cheer myself up. well okayy, not happy things as in random things which had cheered me up. these every little things happened yesterday. i’d met some random girl who i think she wore her pajamas to uni! and, i’d met one of my senior during high school in campus but i’d forgotten his name and i don’t think he remembered me either. i’d finally got to try out the curry chicken rice sold at Block E and walked all the way to Block H just to buy corns to eat! the whole class have to walk all the way from Block B to Block H ’cause the lecturer had changed the venue but never inform us until he went into an empty classroom. someone gave me a very beautiful book mark with a picture taken by him on it. the book mark is just so awesome and  it’s seriously that beautiful ’cause i’d fall in love with it at first sigh! and thank you so much for giving it to me!

and i seriously do like Block H more than Block B. it’s much more nearer to library and it has more green there. Lolz.

okay, i’d finally done some “proper” update here.

i’m going of to bed now, ’cause i’m still having a minor headache.

nitez people.

p.s. i’d missed you a lot today and even teared. i guess it was all the sickness which got me thought of you that much.

p.s.s. i sometimes think, that at the same time which i’ve set you free, i’ve also trapped myself inside there.

home is where heart is, so please come home.

the thing i miss the most is waking up next to you…

you know, i once told someone that i never get diarrhea before. but damn it i got a minor ones today! it wasn’t that serious, but it still killed me in a way ’cause it was so uncomfortable and all that. me having this minor diarrhea, reminds me of him, and those memories. i think i’m better in taking care of people instead of taking care of myself, because i simply went to eat kacang when i was still feeling not well. how i wish i have someone who can take care of me. but of course, i got my family who took care of me.

well, i will be having a no-snow-but-at-least-cold-weather’s Christmas! =)

darn, i’m still having the butterflies in my stomach. damn.

when i look into your eyes, i wish that i could stay…

there's nothing left here anymore

it’s 2.34am.

you might want to ask why am i here to type this now, when i’m suppose to be sleeping and probably dreaming of something already.

’cause, if you know me well enough, you will know that i can’t stand any noises when i’m sleeping.

even a single noise will wake me up.

so, here i am. sleepy yet can’t fall asleep because someone is snoring, loud.

it doesn’t feel good at all.

p.s. i wish i could time travel back, and whisper in your ear, that “i love you”.

when you turn around can you recognize my face

i’m tired, because it was a long and rainy day.

but i was happy to see cheeho, hueyyin and joy. it’s really been a long time since i last met hueyyin and joy. and of course i get to meet their friends, which i don’t know their name. lolz. after a little chit chat with them, they went off to discuss their assignment and i went to the library. the library is located inside PE block and normally they have washroom inside every building right? but, i couldn’t even find a washroom inside PE block. @.@ so i had to walk all the way to PC block to use the washroom. and then again, i got lost inside there because i’m not familiar with that building at all. used to have foundation’s classes at PG, PA and PD block but not PC block, and that explain why i had to ask a lady who was in charged for the softs skill program. lolz.

i doesn’t know where to go after that because i doesn’t want to stay inside the library anymore. walked all the way to Jaya One and sat down at Old Town Kopitiam for hours. the place which used to produce all the dust when i was studying my foundation there is now full with restaurants and people. it somehow made me thought back the memories i had with my foundation’s friends. we used to go McD for breakfast and take away their coffee to class, lawrence used to bring his laptop to class and randomly on any movie/talk show outside of the class while the lecturer was having lecture inside the room, we used to skip our sociology class to go Amcorp Mall for Kenny Rogers, and me used to wake up at 6.30am and wait for the public bus to go uni. every single things that happened 2 years back was memorable and sweet. =)

sister went to pick me up around 2pm and we went The Gardens. after a little shopping, we went for our late lunch, then only we took off to fetch out little sister at TOA. when we were reaching our house, we saw a few young guy who looks like secondary school students, and they were standing at the road side. i don’t know why, those guys somehow remind me of the “pertandingan melintas desa” that my high school used to have every year. lolz. i used to be one of the runners for my rumah biru. and i’m not that kind of runner who can maintain the stamina but i can speed. hahaha. so i always represent rumah biru for competitions like 100m and 4*100m, and we did won. for “melintas desa“, i didn’t run because i was too lazy and i enjoyed chatting with friends the whole 7km. hahaha. how i wish to go back to those time, where all of us were still innocent. of course we had issues too during that period of time, but we were too young to hate each other because of those issues. =)

i’m tired. and it’ll be a good night to sleep.

p.s. got miss me anot?.. i miss you for certain.

p.s.s. do you miss me? =)

and you can be mad at me all you want

today is tuesday.

okay, i know of course you know it’s a tuesday today. but i have the most peak timetable, class from 8am till 7.30pm. wth.

that’s why i’m super tired now. i wish i could just go to bed now and not to think about my mid term exam or my final thesis.

=_____=

wake up!!! you won’t want to fail your mid term tomorrow.

XD

sotimes.

i get this tired to even do this in uni.

i'm a clown.

i hate having running nose.

and i had maggie soup for dinner under the rain. yup, the rain kept on dropped inside my maggie soup when i was eating. it is because i’m stupid enough to pick a seat which don’t have cover at the mamak stall. wth.

i hate having running nose! seriously.

and i going back home tomorrow, which somehow brighten up my day and keep me working on my assignment. can’t wait to eat my mum’s cooking. especially now i’m sick. haiz.

hate to have running nose…