Underneath the city lights

Today is really not a very productive day though.

Weather is too hot for anything else other than sleeping.

So I practically spent a lot of time in bed with my sweet pillows and comfy blanket, without remembering I need to get something done to make it a productive day.

Ohh, maybe I did! I did my weekly task – cleaning floor and wash toilet. *okay it’s my weekly tasks so you can’t call that a very productive things to get done right?*

So I really did spent lots of bed in bed. Sleeping like a pig who doesn’t need to worry about a single things. And got jealous of boyfriend’s delicious pork rib simply ’cause he was too kind to mms me that picture! kekekekeke Before and after getting jealous of the pork rib, I technically just rolled in bed with a book in my hand.

I bought that book with boyfriend on one of our date, but I never get the chance to finish it. Too many things happened that time, and I was overwhelm with emotional and also decisions making. So yea, I finally remember about this book and dug it out from piles of books, decided to continue reading it today.

After a long long time, I’ve finally get to really get to read something that I’ve never read before.

And it feels so good! =]

Anyways, boyfriend is on his plane back to his living town now.

I shall go doll up(?) and wait for his appearance on skype….

…with my pajamas of course. *winks*

If I could take you away, pretend I was queen.

So, today  is a boring day.

I think I got so used to see you on my screen everyday, especially on the weekend, so I’m left in a blank state when you’re away at Sydney.

I miss you, like a whole lot.

I tried to keep myself companied with groceries shopping, cooking ABC soup, movie on PPS, sleeping in the afternoon, dinner with my family, another writing and msn chatting with friends. But I still felt a little bit empty inside, though I have your messages once in a while the whole day, and I really do wish it won’t cost you like A LOT for this month phone bill.

I know I’ve been alone here for almost 2 months, and I should be fine without you around. And yea, I’m fine without you around physically, but not visually.

I have the whole day to clear my mind after the whole week of work. Not like I didn’t have time to clear my thoughts out with you around, but the difference is you’re not here to talk to me about whatever I have in my head. I thought about I-don’t-remember-what-was-it things, and then I have no one to tell ’cause apparently everyone else at home was busy with their own things.

Leeerrr….

It’s going to be an emo post if I continue ranting about you being away and I don’t want to give you the feeling like I don’t feel okay with you were to go have fun with friends or so.

I just….miss you a lot hun..

And I’m really really glad that you’ve had fun over there with all the good food, good music and awesome friends.

Good night you.

Promise I’ll make tomorrow a more productive day.

Maybe a shopping session with cute colleagues with they call? =]

i'm staring at a broken door, there's nothing left here anymore.

my sister’s study place.
being extra hardworking, i’d been reading all the books here.
with that small snowman on the top right, to remind me that i better finish it faster since X’mas is coming!

i’m dreaming of a red dress.

home is where heart is, so please come home.

the thing i miss the most is waking up next to you…

you know, i once told someone that i never get diarrhea before. but damn it i got a minor ones today! it wasn’t that serious, but it still killed me in a way ’cause it was so uncomfortable and all that. me having this minor diarrhea, reminds me of him, and those memories. i think i’m better in taking care of people instead of taking care of myself, because i simply went to eat kacang when i was still feeling not well. how i wish i have someone who can take care of me. but of course, i got my family who took care of me.

well, i will be having a no-snow-but-at-least-cold-weather’s Christmas! =)

darn, i’m still having the butterflies in my stomach. damn.

when i look into your eyes, i wish that i could stay…

i see the dark clouds coming up again

so first, it was my laptop.

i found out that my laptop cannot connect to the wireless network since last Friday’s night, but i waited till Monday only i sent my darling laptop to the service center to get it fixed ’cause it’s still under warranty. and it’s like finally, i got it back just now. it’s really nice typing this with my own darling laptop.

but then again, it’s my cellphone!

remember i told you readers about me not having the cellphone with me for a few days? i lend it to my uncle who came back from oversea, so yea. i got my cellphone back on Tuesday’s night. and yesterday’s afternoon, i found out that my cellphone’s battery bengkak already! and wth this is the second time! oh god. so now i have to spend on buying myself another battery again ’cause it’ll be really dangerous if i continue using this one. sighs.

i’m in such bad luck nowadays.

and i really do need to get myself out of the house, i need fresh air, food, movies, jokes and hugs.

i’m really glad that kelvin is coming back today. *call me!

p.s. i know you’re back already. hope you’ll enjoy yourself eating all the food that you wanted to eat. and do be careful when you’re on your way back k..

now i'm out here tripping, 'cause you came up missing.

i met a friendly guy at the petronas and another friend when i was walking at the roadside. it feels good to meet people, and i can’t wait to meet my darlings on Saturday.

i was trying my best to have a good day, without thinking much and try to do some reading. i gave up on re-read “P/s I Love You” for god knows reason and started to read “The Time Traveler’s Wife”. my sister said her friends said the movie is nice, so i guess the book will be much more better than the movie. so where’s the thing, should i read the book first or watch the movie first? because i always found myself not enjoying the movie at all, because the movie somehow don’t really follow the story from the book, which disappoint me. it’s just like “P/s I Love You”, i love that book so much and i remember i even teared when i read it. but when it comes to the movie.. so, i don’t know. but i know me, i will definitely read the book first, even if you give me a copy of the movie now. XD

i miss kampar. i miss karen, lawrence, elaine, cheah wei, brian, davin, minxi, kweng and everyone who is at kampar. ohh, for sure i miss kelvin (i can imagine his face saying “okay la, now la like that, i know i’m not important anymore” lol)! i just miss everything there in kampar, those people and food and even places. i miss lawrence saying “you see, people look at your back also happy ahh” and karen and cheah wei giggled when he said that when we were at mamak. i miss davin calling my name “yeeyingggg” when he entered the house. i just miss every single moment i got to spend in kampar. sighs.

and omg, i really should start prepare for my proposal tomorrow!

and and, everyone is coming back!! =D

i left a part of me in kampar.