If love can see us through.

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone’s thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone’s saying a prayer
That we’ll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we’re sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we’ll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

Somewhere Out There – An American Tail

……….

I got to believe that,
Somewhere out there,
We’re going to be together.

the game is on.

too many things happened these days.

it’s like now only i see this real world.

i don’t know how long my heart can handle all these.

but i got to be strong, i got to make it through.

right?..

for some reason i can't explain

it’d only been 5 days since i went back kampar. but it felt like it’s been one month since i last came back home.

i know i shouldn’t had cried on the first day, because i’d thought of you my dear shy gin. things are difficult without her here is when i need to think who will i work with for assignments. i’m used to the yeeying-and-shygin-work-together university life all these while, but it’s time for me to learn to work with others. and thank you, thanks to whoever who asked me to work with them, ’cause i was basically kept quiet all the while ’cause i know every time i think about this i’ll think of her. thank you, i really do appreciate it. =)

and finally, after all these months, i’d saw you but i think you didn’t saw me ’cause i was driving. i miss you, and i’m glad to see you again and you didn’t change much. i just hope that everything will go well for your studies and don’t get stress out okay, take good care too.

i’d forgot what i want to write about already, so i’ll just stop here.

good day and have fun!

p.s. he said : “i will leave you the best of everything, with the hope you will accept it. i will take away all the misunderstandings, with the hope one day you will understand.” just to give me hopes ’cause he thought i was so hopeless. lolz. but thank you.

how am i supposed to feel when you're not here?

i was drinking hot coffee, it’s usually a daily routine if i were to stay at home. and then, i heard people talking, people who i don’t know their names and identities.

they said you will be leaving, before this year ends. they said you will be happy to leave, because you’d already meet everyone that you loved. they said you are weak, and they just wish that you leave without any pain.

i felt so cold, inside, or maybe was it the cooling weather? i don’t know. i don’t want to listen to what they said, i don’t want you to leave. i don’t want to lose anyone that i loved. not now, not this year, not till when i’m ready. but, what if, god is ready to take you with Him already? what if, you also wish to go with Him already? because all these that you will be leaving behind, i know it will only keep you in sorrow. and i know, deep down, the last thing i ever wish to happen to you is you leaving in pain and worry. but, do you really have to leave, one day?…

i doesn’t want to go through the pain, again. i’d just lost her, the one that i thought we will together go through our university’s life together and achieve our dream together. it’s too hard for me, losing someone that i loved, all these, can’t just everyone stay with me?

i know i’m being selfish, but please, don’t leave me behind.

if i promise to be good, will you, stay longer?

i never meant to do those things to you.

you know, i have never like nor love a dog since i was young. i was being chase down by a dog when i was in standard 5 and i think that’s why i don’t really like dogs. i used to scared of dogs so much, ran away from them whenever i see them on the street, chase them away when they come near to me, or maybe i did shout whenever they come close? well, it’s just i’d never love a dog before. not before Bebe came into my life, and now you know i’m so in love with puppy/dog because they are just so adorable and they know you, even better than your best friend. well, maybe.

but why on earth they’re people who can be so cruel to those little things? abandon them on a island where human couldn’t even live with. throwing them away when they didn’t even do a single thing wrong but was just living on the street, looking for food to survive. you should be sympathy enough to show them some love, give them food. these things are just harmless.

i know this isn’t a recent news, but for a people like me who don’t read newspaper, yea i just got to know about this because m friend forward a email to me. i felt so sad and heartbroken when i was reading this.

http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/

please go to visit website to know about news and updates about their rescue and please help in anyways.

when you walk through the door, it was clear to me.

quote from jinshan:

it is sad when u know your friend need you, but you are not around him/her … sigh @@

yes. it’s sad to receive a message from your dear friend and he/she is emo but you just can’t held them in your arms and tell them everything is going to be alright and you’ll be there for them.

whatever happened there, do remember i’ll always be here to support you although i’m 200+km away from you.

p.s. i just realize it’s been so long since i last see my darlings and how much i’ve been missing them.

p.s.s. meeting up with kelvin, huimin, sengkwee, and chan yew tonight. =)