It’s just weird that the ring got so loose during night time, when it fits perfectly on my finger during daytime.
And I didn’t expect the first day would be very great for me.
I managed to concentrate on work, till my contact lens got blur and I couldn’t really look at the computer anymore. I tried to laugh with colleagues and enjoyed their jokes, yet I couldn’t get the picture of you leaving last night out of my head. I tried not to think that the one who’s replying my messages is 3000 miles away from me, and tried to hold back my feelings ’cause it felt like I can just shed another tear at office.
Oh well, things are going to get better, right?
“A long distance relationship is worth it if two individuals are willing to overcome everything.” – quote from anonymous.
I know we both are going to make it till the end of it. But darling, I really don’t know is that the right thing for you.
Are you going to be even better, if you were to stay there..?
It hurts a little when I sensed your happiness over the chat. It’s not that I’m not happy that you’re happy there, it’s because… I somehow realize that maybe it’s the best for you to stay, to have the independent life that you’re happy with. I don’t want you to come back because of us, though I know you’re happy with this, yet I know you might not be very happy with some other things.
All I wish for, is just you being happy with your life.
I don’t want to be the reason for you to not stay to have the life you wish for, to be independent and all. I want you to have what you’d always wish for, even if it’s mean that I might not see your for a couple of weeks/months/years.
I just want you to be happy, to be really happy with your life.
Though I’m sure you’re going to be fine whenever you are, but it doesn’t mean that you’ll be truly happy.
Darling, I’m not giving up on us, I just want you to be happy with your life.
And you’ll never lose me.
But..I just want you to be happy…
p.s. I’m officially missing you, starting today.